Miranda Bella Anatasyia

assalamualaikum , dan ini mungkin kali terakhir bie bagi salam kat baby . maafkan bie kalau bie ade buat salah kat baby . bie dah lame maafkn baby walaupun baby dah banyak kali buat bie nangis . bie tak kesah kalau baby nak carik laki lain bile bie dah takde . tapi bie mintak satu jea , bie tak nak baby lupekan bie . bie sayang baby sgd sgd . tapi bie terpakse pergi sebab bie ade sakit kn . ikut kn bie , bie tak nak tinggalkn baby . ingat nie sampai bile bile , bie sayang kat baby sampai bila bila . baby ingat tu tau . baby jangan nangis k time bie pergi nnt . baby harus kuat jalani kehidupan baby . baby doakn baby dapat carik laki yg lagi baik dari bie . maafkn bie tak ckp psl sakit bie sebelum nie . bie tak nak baby sedih bile baby dapat tau yg bie ade sakit . terima kasih banyak banyak sebab sudi jadi awek bie walaupun sekejap . bie suke sgd . :D 

baby jgn lupe janji baby k . baby jgn nangis k bile bie pergi . janji ? LOVE U SO MUCH ! 

Masyitah Tomey

assalamualaikum , jawab salam dulu kalau tak jawab salam dosa .. : ) dah lame kn aku tak update blog . Busy lha tolong mama run company tu , dengan projek yg macam macam , pastu kena selesaikan masalah papa ngn mama kat Paris . Nie baru je balik dari Paris , penat gile . dah lah esok keje . haduish . takpelah , berkorban sikit untuk mama apa salah nya . 

Ha ! nampak gambar yg kat atas tu . tu la adik angkat aku yg baru , comel kn ? comel sgd sgd . kalau budak comel selalunyer dah ade bf memang die dah ade bf pun . : ) 

Nama die Nur Masyitah Binti Hamir Rudin . die form 1 Bukhari kat SMK Tuanku Muhammad , Kuala Pilah . 

adik , sorry k abg dah lame tak on FB . abg tau adik rindu nak chat ngn abg . abg pun rindu nak chat ngn masyitah . tapi abg tak leh nak on lame sgd . sebab abg penat . kalau sampai kul 9.00 pm  tu boleh lah . 

kalau masyitah rindu nak chat ngn abg . ckp jea kt imani . nnt abg online k ? abg akan online FB bile masyitah suruh jea . Abang dah anggap masyitah macam adik kandung abg sendiri . Abang ramai adik angkat perempuan , so masyitah jgn marah kalau abg balas lambat chat masyitah . : ) 

K sampai situ jea  abg nak tulis . abg sayang masyitah macam adik kandung abg . 

assalamualaikum . 

Nur Amirah Husna

salam.. nampak kn gambar kat atas tu .. tu laa adik angkat aku .. dulu slalu sgd chat ngn die. mira tu cantik , baik , gorgeous and cute .. abang sayang kat mira .. abg dah anggap mira mcm adik kandung abang sendiri.. sejak abg hilang ingatan , mira dah tak rapat langsung ngn abang.. maybe mira anggap abg dah tak ingat mira.. dulu memang abang tak ingat mira sebab satu bende pun abg tak ingat .. tak kn mira tak nak bantu abg nak ingat semua tu balik.. nasib baik abg terhentak kepala abg kat dinding and that makes me remember you again .. abang faham kalau mira dah tak nak layan abg .. abg mintak maaf sgd sgd kat mira sebab abg tak layan mira mcm dulu time abg hilang ingatan .. actually , memang abg rindu mira .. tapi maybe mira dah lupekn abang .. it's okay .. abg yg salah memang patut mira lupekn abg.. tu je nak tulis.. dah takde idea :D

Never Let You Go

If you hide, I'll seek for you . If you lost , I search for you . If you leave, I'll wait for you. If they try to take you away  from me , I'll fight for you . Cause I never want  to lose someone I love .
I know you life can go on without me , that you can be happy withou me , that you can survive without me . But even if you turn me away , I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever .
When I say I love you , please believe it's true . When I say forever now I'll never leave you . When I say goodbye promise me you won't cry . Cause the day I'll be saying that would be the day I die .
I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you're lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and i promise to keep you , not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.
I miss U when there's no reason to , how much more if there was ? I miss U when we talk , how much more if we don't? I miss U after we're together , how much more if I see U never ? I love U know , how much more later ?
When I go to heaven and you're not there , I wait for you by the golden stair . If you're not there by jugdement day , I know u went the other way . And to prove my love is true , I'd go to hell to be with you .
I have searched in places , I've waited for years , I've taken all the chances , I've cried so many tears , I've seen so many faces , I've hid a lot of fears until my heart stop searching cause you're already here .
I'm holding on to the thought that you're not mine . I'm going to look u in the eye , smile and say , "You're not mine " Then , I'll walk away , turn around at the last moment and say " but I wish you're were " .
H-R-T ? Why would you add to these letters ? EA or U ? EA you get heart , U you get hurt . Now , what would you pick ? Well , I would pick U because it better to get hurt than have a heart without you .
When I was walking alone , I wish I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me , I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you .
You're all I need beside me , girl . You're all I need to turn my world . You're all I need inside my heart . You're all  I need when we're apart . All I need is you to believe all that I need is you.
I want to scream , I want to shout , I want to have faith and never doubt . I want to bend , I want to break , to sleep and never wake , to break down wall and to escape , be alone and hide my face. I want to feel , I want to touch , I want to stop wanting you so much ..
I love you but you make me cry , you hurt me and make me feel stupid . But you know why I hold on ? Cause I know I'll be crying harder , get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go .
I wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me . I hold you tight and I hug you near my heart so that you can hear what it's trying to whisper , "you're the reason why I'm beating " .
I had dream last night . You were there . I tried to hide you but they came to take you . I tried to wake myself up to stop the pain , I never did. but I want you to know , I died fighting .
If my heart break  into a million pieces, I want you to have every bit of it. Then I’ll ask you to scatter them across the sky. There they’ll turn into stars so everyone could see how much I love you. 

Please don't leave me ..

 
                                                              Noor Imani Mutiara Binti Rusli
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                                                                      TMS
                                                                    5 . 11 . 1997

ha... nampak kn kawan aku kat atas tu.. dulu awek aku but skang jadi kawan yang aku paling rapat..
petang tadi baru jumpa die.. saja lepak lepak kat taman n ajar die MT .. pastu die ade bawak buku die something  like diari lah.. aku slalu tengok die tulis dalam buku tu.. tapi die tak bagi aku bace konfirm ade secret.. but tadi aku merayu kat die n die bagi.. after aku bace aku nangis depan die.. die ade tulis dalam buku tu yang die tak kn hidup lame.. die ade penyakit.. die ade tulis yg penyakit die dah teruk tapi die tak nak ckp die ade penyakit ape.. Imani please jangan tinggalkn aku.. kalau kau takde nnt sape nak lepak ngn aku kat taman. muka lawa sape lagi aku nak tengok.. nnt takde sape aku nak ajar mt lagi.. nnt takda sape nak gembira kn aku walaupun kau bukan milik aku.. weyh.. please la jangan tinggalkn aku.. aku sayang kau macam adik aku sendiri weyh.. kalau kau takda nnt sape lagi nak buat aku selalu tergelak dengan lawak kau... dengan sape lagi aku nak luahkn perasaan aku kat kau.. nnt sape nak jadi BFF aku bile kau dah tak de nanti..aku tau kau kuat untuk menahan rasa sakit yg kau alami tu.. kau jgn ckp bukan bukan tau.. aku akan selalu doakn kau supaya kau hidup lame lagi weyh..

I Hate When My Friends Stole My Girlfriend.

I really hate my one beloved friend has a relationship with someone that i love so much... i know u love my sweetheart but how cruel are you to get couple with my sweetheart..even you started couple with my sweetheart on 26 June .. but i know it by today.. how dare u .. u stole my sweetheart n u just ignore that i still
her boyfriend.. is this is call friend.. to me NO cuz friends will not stole friend sweetheart.. please don't be "perampas " .. u are my best friend but when i know about this .. i started to forget u as my friends.. u really know that i love so much my sweetheart but why you must to get closer with her n couple with her .. i hate u like i hate Haikal.. u such like your cousin , haikal... you two just stole my sweetheart.. u know what , i do anything for my sweetheart but you easily get closer with her.. hey pleaselah jgn jadi perampas.. but is my sweetheart false too.. why she accept you.. because i know she is a playgirl.. i know it cuz i have been couple with her about for one year one month.. she got many boyfriends but i still ignore i because i love her so much.. and i will not let her go. maybe she doesnt love me anymore because of I think i too control her life.. like i'm her husband.. i realise that.. and i'm really sorry for "dera " you. i realise that love cannot be force.. today i'm gonna let you go and i hope you happy with him.. but i'll will wait for you to started love me n started to hate him when you know him closer.. but I hope u regret for what you did for me.. because one day if you love me the way i love you... one day you think of me the way i think of you.. one day you cried for me the way i cried for you.. one day you want me but i don't want you anymore..i will always love u every moments.. i will miss the moments we been together.. i will pray for you happiness with him.. because i don't want you cried.. u know that i doesn't like you cry..if we meants together it will be one day..i hope i could be with you one day.. i will wait for one day.. i love you untill the end of my life..i will don't disturb you with him..
and i want to dissappear from your life... i will not call you anymore .. and i promise i will wait for you until you love me the way i love you.. it's hard to let you go.. but i have to let you go because i don't want to disturb your relationship with him. I love the way you lie me because i always pray for you not to be a playgirl but you did it again.. i will stop spying you.. and stop control you life.. it time for you to freedom.. i realise that i not like someone who you liked.. because i'm a smoker n i'm the one of the gangster gang.. but since i live in Australia  i don't be a smoker anymore and i stop join the gangster gang just for you.. but what you replied to me is a heart that you doesnt love me anymore.. and i want you to know that my hearts only belongs to you..
why is you too perfect and it make me want to make you belong to me again.. my hearts love your heart like I love u.. My hearts just want you.. cuz you have taken my heart.. my heart always ask me why it doesn't get your heart and i replied cuz u don't love me the way i love u.. then my heart crying like the same way i cried for you.. i cry for you everyday cuz u the one that is so perfect to me.. and i know your heart  ask you why i always  give my heart to you and you reply because i love u so much.. u know that i love u but why you can't love me.. is me to cruel to you?? i don't understand it..  and my heart always says Noor Imani Mutiara , i love u so much until the end of my life..

MY MANSION HOUSE AT AUSTRALIA

u know what now i'm living at a mansion house at Australia.. me , idham n zarif stay there wit no mummy n daddy.. but once a year mummy n daddy will come here to visit we.. It's fun live here.. Mummy give 1 million dollars for 2 month.. so what u waiting for?? it's time for shopping n vacation .. but today i wanna show you my mansion house ..
                                                         
                                                         This is my mansion house.. nice isn't it
                                                             

                                                      this my game room at third floor..

                                                              This is my living room at third floor                                                                        

                                                              bathroom at second floor                                                                      

                                                                 living room at first floor                                                                    

                                                           
                                                                  kitchen in ground floor

                                                         
                                                              stairs to first floor
                                                           

                                                                 my bedroom at first floor
                                                       

zarif n eizat room

                                                                     guest room
                                                                     

                                                             study room

                                                              Kid Room

                                                         living room at ground floor
                             

                                                              Idham room

                                                                 Pool room

                                                             rest room

                                                                    master room                          
                     

                                                   
                                                             my sister room

                                                              Guest room

                                                               kitchen at first floor

                                                            bathroom in my room

                                                               bathroom in Idham room
                                                               

                                                 
                                                              Toilet at first floor

bathroom in master room

done yet??? isn't nice .. to me it so nice.. n living at mansion house is FUN!!!!
thank you for mummy n daddy.. it's like FREEDOM for me..
Love u my parent..
 Thanks a lot..!!

BREAK UP WITH SOMEONE THAT I LOVE SO MUCH

I miss u a little , i guess u could say , a little too much , a little too often , and a little more each day .
We laughed until we had to cry , we love right down to our last goodbye , but over the years we'll smile and 
recall for just one moment we had it all . 
It 's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone if you really do . 
You hurt me more than i deserve , how can u be so cruel ? i love u more than u deserve , why am i such a fool ?
A million words would not bring you back , i know because i tried , neither would a million tears , i know because i cried .
My hearts were taken by you , broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you .
I hate this feeling , it's one i know to well , it's a thing called heartbreak and it's hurts like hell !
When i see you smile and know that is not for me , that's when i miss u the most !
When you're in love and you get hurt , it's like a cut , it's will heal with time but the scars will never fade . 
Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you.. 
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never meet . 
How can i forget you when your always on my mind ? how can i not want you when your all i want inside ?
how can i let you go when i can't see us apart ? how can i not love u when u control my heart?
One day you'll love me , the way i loved you . one day you'll think of me the way i thought of you . one day you'll cry for me the way i cried for you . One day you'll want me but i won't want you . 
You taught me how to love , you taught me how to live , you taught me how to laugh , you taught me how to cry , but when you left , you forgot how to teach me how to forget you !
Loving you was easy , losing you was hard , loving you is still easy , but knowing you are no longer mine , is the hardest of it all . 
I see your face i imagine your smile A fading sound of you saying something i miss that Pondering what it would feel like to share another laugh with you i miss you and it scares me that i might not find another you ,
i realise i don't want another u , i want u !
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain , even if these arms should want to embrace you again , and even if i'm all cried out and no longer in pain...... i'll never fall in love that way again !
Every morning i wish it were night again , for it is only at night and in the depth of my dream i can feel you , and you still belong to me !
I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that i hate you . That sooner or later i would come to believe it . but i now realise that by lying , it makes me want you even more !
You always said you would be there that you would never leave me . well now i need u more than anything and all you can do is push me away !
It hard to end love with someone , but it's harder to love someone when is not the same love you start with !
You say you love me more than anything in the world but if you feel that way then why would you hurt me ?
why would you go back to him ? if you felt the way u say u do then you wouldn't have done what u did !


HEYYY!!!!!! NOOR IMANI MUTIARA  BINTI RUSLI
You know that i miss u so much ..
i love u till the end of my life...
every second , i love u n miss u 
everyday i will call u to release my love to u..
n i promise i will say to you that i love u n miss u everyday..
i hope u will wait for me until i came back to malaysia another 4 years..
i will never forgot the time that i been together with u..
that time will be the best memories of us.
since i alive i never seen a girl that so perfect like u...


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Demi Allah Tak De Niat Langsung

assalamualaikum.. kalau x jawab dosa... dh makan?? sehat ??? hari nie nak cite psl something yg aku x de niat langsung nk buad die macam tu..hurm..mmg aku bangang x nk protect awek sendiri..

pada hari selasa haritu..adik aku tibe tibe nak jumpe aku... aku pelik gile..n tibe tibe die kte die ade mission tuk aku..aku pun ckp la okey.. patu die cakap yg die nak aku ckp kt imani  yg aku nak jumpe...
n pastu die n the geng die kte yg diorang nk blasah imani..aku ckp la ape kau gila...
pastu die ugut aku yg kalau aku x buad bende tu , dia x kn ngaku yg die adalah adik aku....pikiran die mmg dh gile..dh poning agak eh..wallahualam la..
aku dh x tau antara nk pilih adik aku atau awek aku....dlm keadaan terpakse aku memilih adik aku.
pastu adik aku dail no Imani n die suh aku yg ckp..pastu aku ckp la kt die yg aku nk jumpe kt satu tempat nie...n die ckp okey...
pastu time die datang aku nampak die terkejut gile...maybe die x sangke yg aku akn buad mcm nie..
pastu die sampai je depan aku , zarif n the geng terus kepong die.. n dua org pegang tgn Imani... 4 orang sepak die kt perut die..3 orang tumbuk kt muka die... teruk gile sampai darah darah..
aku x de niat nk buad die mcm tu...mse die kena belasah menitis air mata aku.. pastu aku ckp kt diorang dhlah tu....sebab aku x sanggup nk tengok die kena cmtu lagi dh...time tu mmg dh teruk dh aku tengok...sian die aku tengok..pastu balik tu aku papah die sampai balik rumah die...
pastu aku tolonglah buhkn ubat tuk die...
aku nie memang bodoh x nk protect awek sendiri....time tu aku x tau nk pilih yg mne..
aku memang sayang die gile... aku x de niat nk buad kau mcm tu..
aku mintak maaf kt kau Imani....ikutkn aku memang aku x sanggup kau kena cmtu..tp aku terpakse.
i'm really sorry.. :(

KENANGAN AKU BERSAMA KAU

assalamualaikum... dh mkn?? dah mandi?? sehat??kalaux sehat cepat cepat makan ubat nnt x sempat nk bace post nie..hehe.. hari nie nak cite balik pasal kenangan aku ngan die..sebab bile aku dh kt Australia nie teringat plak kt kenangan aku ngan die bile berjauhan..biaselah tu..rase berat hati je nk tinggalkn die..

hurm...12 May hari kitorang kapel...tau aku lamar die kt pizzahut tu..siap bg cincin lagi mcm nk khawin kn..aku melutut pastu aku ckp "will u be my girl.."n die kte die nak..pastu aku sarungkn lla cincin tu kt tgn die..pastu aku belanja die makan pizzahut..main suap suap plak..aha..semasing comot..klaka gile..
n then 15 May..aku ajak die dating ngn aku kt sungai..ha sje nk ambil angin segar kt sungai tu..pastu aku ajak die mandi sungai tapi die x nk..pastu aku main simbah simbah air kt die...habis basah baju die..pastu die balas balik...dh dua dua baju basah kuyup..pastu aku kejar die...dalam senyap senyap aku peluk die dari belakang..haha...pastu die tolak aku kt air..habis basah kuyup...pastu die dh x nk main kejar kejar d..die kate die dh penat..pastu kitorang duduk kt satu batu besar...pastu die kte die sejuk....aku bukak sweater yg pakai pastu bg die pakai sweater aku..time tu hujan..terpakse la berteduh kejap..pastu aku ade bawak gitar aku time tu.. n kitorang nyanyi la sme sme..
nk tau x lagu ape...lagu "aishiteru by zhifilia ngn lagu aku masih sayang by ST12"
tu je la nk citer hari nie..banyak sgd kenangan ngn die..haha... rindu kau gile IMANI..

Baliklah Wahai Adik Kesayanganku..

assalamualaikum..x jawab dosa..hehe  sume sihat?? dh mkn?? kalau x sehat cepat cepat mkn ubat..
erm..hari nie nk cite pasal adik aku nie ha..name die Muhammad Zarif Daniel Arrasyid..panjang kn nme die..erm..mcm tu lah jgk..dulu die baik je tp skang perangai die masyaallah..x tau nk ckp ape??kalau korang kenal mesti korang tau..hehe :)


16 May , hari isnin..die tibe tibe lari rumah cuz die x nk kitorang sambut bday die..so die lari lah..
penat je kitorang buat bday party tuk die but die x de pun...dh bersusah payah aku,eizat,idham,mama papa dh belikan die nie kek tiga tingkat..harga die x payah ckp la...mahal gila..dekat RM 200 ringgit..
pastu aku belikan die lappy...eizat belikan die ipad ..mama n papa belikan ipod touch..idham belikan die sony psp..erm..banyak kan kitorang beli kn hadiah tuk die..tp die cuma ambik lappy jer..yg lain die x nk...pastu kitorang simpan je la hadiah tu..orang ramai dh dtg tp bday partynye x jadi..malu kitorang..erm..sampai skang die x balik rumah lagi..penat dh aku cari die...die kte die stay rumah kwn die..x pe lah..x de lah risau sgd..
pastu 18 sampai 22 May die gi KL..selambak die jer ponteng sek pastu pergi KL dengan awek die plak tuh..ish3..wallahualam la..
zarif..abg ngn keluarga harap zarif balik la rumah..kitorang rindukan zarif ...maafknla kami kalau kami ada buat salah kt zarif..balikla zarif..kami rindu zarif yg lame..


aku syg keluarga aku..nie la list adik beradik aku termasuk aku.. hehe :) :-


~ Puteri Aisyah Syazwani         -22 tahun

~ Muhammad Amirul Arrasyid    -18 tahun

~ Ahmad Idham Daniel Arrasyid    - 16 tahun

~ Muhammad Zarif Daniel Arrasyid    - 13 tahun


~ Putera Eizat Haikal Arrasyid    -11 tahun












 

NOOR IMANI MUTIARA

ha..nampak gambar kt atas tu..hari nie nk citer psl bdk kt atas tu...nie la awek aku skang..but aku rse die x mcm awek aku..cuz die bkn syg aku pun..die kapel ngn aku just tuk lupekn pakwe die jer..aku bangga ngn die sbb die nk lupekn pakwe lme die tuh...x pe la..die ade usaha tuk try syg kt aku...aku syg kau gile... 1437 <3 ...
 B syg BB giler...B harap sgd BB dpt syg kt B..Kalau tgn B dh elok..konfirm B akn mainkn gitar tuk BB.. tp B nk buat cmne..dh bende nk jd..haha


bile aku tengok kau depan depan aku jd x tau nk ckp ape....but i love u so much...bg aku kau mmg perfect bagi..
ur my perfect girl..wahai imani..kau lawa + cute + baik + caring + funny n banyak lg ...banyak sgd mls nk tulis..
haha..aku sayang kau sampai mati... aku x sanggup kehilangan kau..
  
1437 <3 

All i want is ur love to me..

ha..nmpak gambar di atas nie..post baru nie khas tu org yg paling aku syg....iaitu..
Noor Imani Mutiara.....

aku cume nk kau berikan sepenuh kasih sygkt aku mcm kau berikan sepenuh kasih syg kau kt pakwe lme kau tuh....jealous aku bile aku tau yg kau sukekn kn mamat tuh...
aku cuma nk menyayangi dh di sayangi..

aku mintak maaf gila gila cuz aku dh sakitkn hati kau banyak kali..
aku dh tak tau nk buat ape lg tuk dptkn kau.....
hanya itu cara terbaik tuk aku dptkn kau..
aku x sangke kau bleh nangis depan aku bile aku sakitkn hati kau..
mungkin aku masih x penah rase cmne sakit hati..

aku harap kau dpt beri kerjasama..
aku sayang kau sampai mati..
kalau aku dpt kau balik aku x kn lepaskn kau sampai bila bila..
cayalah..
aku janji aku akn jge kau baik baik kalau kite dh bersama same semula..

I love her so much...

 aku syg bdk kt atas nie giler...dulu aku x suke n x syg die langsung pun....n die pun x suke kt aku....
aku mintak kapel tp die terima...aku sje jer nk mainkn die.....but lme lme aku tengok die...dating ngn die...lme lme rse syg....haha...apelaa aku nie...dh seminggu aku x jumpe die...aku syg kau giler...rindu giler nk jumpe kau...menyesal aku mintak putus ngn kau.....bg lah lagi satu peluang tuk bersama kau lagi...kalau dpt lg satu peluang...aku x kn lepaskn kau sampai bile bile.....dn aku janji aku akn selalu ade di samping kau..

aku nk ckp something kt kau...

    ~ kau cute + cantik = awesome..
    ~ aku harap kau pun syg kt aku jgk....
    ~ aku harap kau masih single dn menunggu aku kembali...
    ~ aku syg kau giler...
    ~ bagi aku stu peluang lg...please..
    ~ aku janji aku x kn lepaskn kau lg..
    ~ rindu giler kt kau...
    ~ i hope u will be mine one day...
 

aku mintak maaf kalau aku sje mainkn kau sebelum nie sampai hati aku tertarik kt kau...
bile aku tengok kau depan depan...hati aku jd cair....


i love u so much n i miss u baby.... <3

Birthday Nur Amirah Husna.....

pada 4 may 2011....hari rabu....birthday bdk yg kt atas nie ha...birthday die aku x sempat nk ckp happy birthday kt die....cuz asyik sebuk buat assignment...busy giler...tkpelah kite nyanyikan la tuk die kt sini....

'Happy Birthday To you,
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to amirah,
happy birthday to you..

mira kalau mira bce blog abg nie...abg nk ckp something kt mira...

     *mira jge diri baik baik..
     *mira blaja elok elok..
     *thanks mira tolong abg sebelum nie..
     *semoga mira panjang umur...