Tuesday 1 November 2011

Miranda Bella Anatasyia





assalamualaikum , dan ini mungkin kali terakhir bie bagi salam kat baby . maafkan bie kalau bie ade buat salah kat baby . bie dah lame maafkn baby walaupun baby dah banyak kali buat bie nangis . bie tak kesah kalau baby nak carik laki lain bile bie dah takde . tapi bie mintak satu jea , bie tak nak baby lupekan bie . bie sayang baby sgd sgd . tapi bie terpakse pergi sebab bie ade sakit kn . ikut kn bie , bie tak nak tinggalkn baby . ingat nie sampai bile bile , bie sayang kat baby sampai bila bila . baby ingat tu tau . baby jangan nangis k time bie pergi nnt . baby harus kuat jalani kehidupan baby . baby doakn baby dapat carik laki yg lagi baik dari bie . maafkn bie tak ckp psl sakit bie sebelum nie . bie tak nak baby sedih bile baby dapat tau yg bie ade sakit . terima kasih banyak banyak sebab sudi jadi awek bie walaupun sekejap . bie suke sgd . :D 
baby jgn lupe janji baby k . baby jgn nangis k bile bie pergi . janji ? LOVE U SO MUCH ! 

Monday 17 October 2011

Masyitah Tomey


assalamualaikum , jawab salam dulu kalau tak jawab salam dosa .. : ) dah lame kn aku tak update blog . Busy lha tolong mama run company tu , dengan projek yg macam macam , pastu kena selesaikan masalah papa ngn mama kat Paris . Nie baru je balik dari Paris , penat gile . dah lah esok keje . haduish . takpelah , berkorban sikit untuk mama apa salah nya . 
Ha ! nampak gambar yg kat atas tu . tu la adik angkat aku yg baru , comel kn ? comel sgd sgd . kalau budak comel selalunyer dah ade bf memang die dah ade bf pun . : ) 
Nama die Nur Masyitah Binti Hamir Rudin . die form 1 Bukhari kat SMK Tuanku Muhammad , Kuala Pilah . 
adik , sorry k abg dah lame tak on FB . abg tau adik rindu nak chat ngn abg . abg pun rindu nak chat ngn masyitah . tapi abg tak leh nak on lame sgd . sebab abg penat . kalau sampai kul 9.00 pm  tu boleh lah . 
kalau masyitah rindu nak chat ngn abg . ckp jea kt imani . nnt abg online k ? abg akan online FB bile masyitah suruh jea . Abang dah anggap masyitah macam adik kandung abg sendiri . Abang ramai adik angkat perempuan , so masyitah jgn marah kalau abg balas lambat chat masyitah . : ) 
K sampai situ jea  abg nak tulis . abg sayang masyitah macam adik kandung abg . 
assalamualaikum . 


Sunday 11 September 2011

Nur Amirah Husna


salam.. nampak kn gambar kat atas tu .. tu laa adik angkat aku .. dulu slalu sgd chat ngn die. mira tu cantik , baik , gorgeous and cute .. abang sayang kat mira .. abg dah anggap mira mcm adik kandung abang sendiri.. sejak abg hilang ingatan , mira dah tak rapat langsung ngn abang.. maybe mira anggap abg dah tak ingat mira.. dulu memang abang tak ingat mira sebab satu bende pun abg tak ingat .. tak kn mira tak nak bantu abg nak ingat semua tu balik.. nasib baik abg terhentak kepala abg kat dinding and that makes me remember you again .. abang faham kalau mira dah tak nak layan abg .. abg mintak maaf sgd sgd kat mira sebab abg tak layan mira mcm dulu time abg hilang ingatan .. actually , memang abg rindu mira .. tapi maybe mira dah lupekn abang .. it's okay .. abg yg salah memang patut mira lupekn abg.. tu je nak tulis.. dah takde idea :D

Wednesday 24 August 2011

Never Let You Go



If you hide, I'll seek for you . If you lost , I search for you . If you leave, I'll wait for you. If they try to take you away  from me , I'll fight for you . Cause I never want  to lose someone I love .
I know you life can go on without me , that you can be happy withou me , that you can survive without me . But even if you turn me away , I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever .
When I say I love you , please believe it's true . When I say forever now I'll never leave you . When I say goodbye promise me you won't cry . Cause the day I'll be saying that would be the day I die .
I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you're lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and i promise to keep you , not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.
I miss U when there's no reason to , how much more if there was ? I miss U when we talk , how much more if we don't? I miss U after we're together , how much more if I see U never ? I love U know , how much more later ?
When I go to heaven and you're not there , I wait for you by the golden stair . If you're not there by jugdement day , I know u went the other way . And to prove my love is true , I'd go to hell to be with you .
I have searched in places , I've waited for years , I've taken all the chances , I've cried so many tears , I've seen so many faces , I've hid a lot of fears until my heart stop searching cause you're already here .
I'm holding on to the thought that you're not mine . I'm going to look u in the eye , smile and say , "You're not mine " Then , I'll walk away , turn around at the last moment and say " but I wish you're were " .
H-R-T ? Why would you add to these letters ? EA or U ? EA you get heart , U you get hurt . Now , what would you pick ? Well , I would pick U because it better to get hurt than have a heart without you .
When I was walking alone , I wish I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me , I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you .
You're all I need beside me , girl . You're all I need to turn my world . You're all I need inside my heart . You're all  I need when we're apart . All I need is you to believe all that I need is you.
I want to scream , I want to shout , I want to have faith and never doubt . I want to bend , I want to break , to sleep and never wake , to break down wall and to escape , be alone and hide my face. I want to feel , I want to touch , I want to stop wanting you so much ..
I love you but you make me cry , you hurt me and make me feel stupid . But you know why I hold on ? Cause I know I'll be crying harder , get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go .
I wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me . I hold you tight and I hug you near my heart so that you can hear what it's trying to whisper , "you're the reason why I'm beating " .
I had dream last night . You were there . I tried to hide you but they came to take you . I tried to wake myself up to stop the pain , I never did. but I want you to know , I died fighting .
If my heart break  into a million pieces, I want you to have every bit of it. Then I’ll ask you to scatter them across the sky. There they’ll turn into stars so everyone could see how much I love you. 

Thursday 18 August 2011

Please don't leave me ..

 
                                                              Noor Imani Mutiara Binti Rusli
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                                                                      TMS
                                                                    5 . 11 . 1997

ha... nampak kn kawan aku kat atas tu.. dulu awek aku but skang jadi kawan yang aku paling rapat..
petang tadi baru jumpa die.. saja lepak lepak kat taman n ajar die MT .. pastu die ade bawak buku die something  like diari lah.. aku slalu tengok die tulis dalam buku tu.. tapi die tak bagi aku bace konfirm ade secret.. but tadi aku merayu kat die n die bagi.. after aku bace aku nangis depan die.. die ade tulis dalam buku tu yang die tak kn hidup lame.. die ade penyakit.. die ade tulis yg penyakit die dah teruk tapi die tak nak ckp die ade penyakit ape.. Imani please jangan tinggalkn aku.. kalau kau takde nnt sape nak lepak ngn aku kat taman. muka lawa sape lagi aku nak tengok.. nnt takde sape aku nak ajar mt lagi.. nnt takda sape nak gembira kn aku walaupun kau bukan milik aku.. weyh.. please la jangan tinggalkn aku.. aku sayang kau macam adik aku sendiri weyh.. kalau kau takda nnt sape lagi nak buat aku selalu tergelak dengan lawak kau... dengan sape lagi aku nak luahkn perasaan aku kat kau.. nnt sape nak jadi BFF aku bile kau dah tak de nanti..aku tau kau kuat untuk menahan rasa sakit yg kau alami tu.. kau jgn ckp bukan bukan tau.. aku akan selalu doakn kau supaya kau hidup lame lagi weyh..

Wednesday 6 July 2011

I Hate When My Friends Stole My Girlfriend.


I really hate my one beloved friend has a relationship with someone that i love so much... i know u love my sweetheart but how cruel are you to get couple with my sweetheart..even you started couple with my sweetheart on 26 June .. but i know it by today.. how dare u .. u stole my sweetheart n u just ignore that i still
her boyfriend.. is this is call friend.. to me NO cuz friends will not stole friend sweetheart.. please don't be "perampas " .. u are my best friend but when i know about this .. i started to forget u as my friends.. u really know that i love so much my sweetheart but why you must to get closer with her n couple with her .. i hate u like i hate Haikal.. u such like your cousin , haikal... you two just stole my sweetheart.. u know what , i do anything for my sweetheart but you easily get closer with her.. hey pleaselah jgn jadi perampas.. but is my sweetheart false too.. why she accept you.. because i know she is a playgirl.. i know it cuz i have been couple with her about for one year one month.. she got many boyfriends but i still ignore i because i love her so much.. and i will not let her go. maybe she doesnt love me anymore because of I think i too control her life.. like i'm her husband.. i realise that.. and i'm really sorry for "dera " you. i realise that love cannot be force.. today i'm gonna let you go and i hope you happy with him.. but i'll will wait for you to started love me n started to hate him when you know him closer.. but I hope u regret for what you did for me.. because one day if you love me the way i love you... one day you think of me the way i think of you.. one day you cried for me the way i cried for you.. one day you want me but i don't want you anymore..i will always love u every moments.. i will miss the moments we been together.. i will pray for you happiness with him.. because i don't want you cried.. u know that i doesn't like you cry..if we meants together it will be one day..i hope i could be with you one day.. i will wait for one day.. i love you untill the end of my life..i will don't disturb you with him..
and i want to dissappear from your life... i will not call you anymore .. and i promise i will wait for you until you love me the way i love you.. it's hard to let you go.. but i have to let you go because i don't want to disturb your relationship with him. I love the way you lie me because i always pray for you not to be a playgirl but you did it again.. i will stop spying you.. and stop control you life.. it time for you to freedom.. i realise that i not like someone who you liked.. because i'm a smoker n i'm the one of the gangster gang.. but since i live in Australia  i don't be a smoker anymore and i stop join the gangster gang just for you.. but what you replied to me is a heart that you doesnt love me anymore.. and i want you to know that my hearts only belongs to you..
why is you too perfect and it make me want to make you belong to me again.. my hearts love your heart like I love u.. My hearts just want you.. cuz you have taken my heart.. my heart always ask me why it doesn't get your heart and i replied cuz u don't love me the way i love u.. then my heart crying like the same way i cried for you.. i cry for you everyday cuz u the one that is so perfect to me.. and i know your heart  ask you why i always  give my heart to you and you reply because i love u so much.. u know that i love u but why you can't love me.. is me to cruel to you?? i don't understand it..  and my heart always says Noor Imani Mutiara , i love u so much until the end of my life..

Sunday 3 July 2011

MY MANSION HOUSE AT AUSTRALIA

u know what now i'm living at a mansion house at Australia.. me , idham n zarif stay there wit no mummy n daddy.. but once a year mummy n daddy will come here to visit we.. It's fun live here.. Mummy give 1 million dollars for 2 month.. so what u waiting for?? it's time for shopping n vacation .. but today i wanna show you my mansion house ..
                                                         
                                                         This is my mansion house.. nice isn't it
                                                             

                                                      this my game room at third floor..


                                                              This is my living room at third floor                                                                        


                                                              bathroom at second floor                                                                      


                                                                 living room at first floor                                                                    

                                                           
                                                                  kitchen in ground floor

                                                         
                                                              stairs to first floor
                                                           

                                                                 my bedroom at first floor
                                                       

zarif n eizat room


                                                                     guest room
                                                                     

                                                             study room


                                                              Kid Room


                                                         living room at ground floor
                             

                                                              Idham room


                                                                 Pool room


                                                             rest room


                                                                    master room                          
                     
                                                   
                                                             my sister room


                                                              Guest room



                                                               kitchen at first floor


                                                            bathroom in my room


                                                               bathroom in Idham room
                                                               
                                                 
                                                              Toilet at first floor


bathroom in master room




done yet??? isn't nice .. to me it so nice.. n living at mansion house is FUN!!!!
thank you for mummy n daddy.. it's like FREEDOM for me..
Love u my parent..
 Thanks a lot..!!