BREAK UP WITH SOMEONE THAT I LOVE SO MUCH

I miss u a little , i guess u could say , a little too much , a little too often , and a little more each day .
We laughed until we had to cry , we love right down to our last goodbye , but over the years we'll smile and 
recall for just one moment we had it all . 
It 's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone if you really do . 
You hurt me more than i deserve , how can u be so cruel ? i love u more than u deserve , why am i such a fool ?
A million words would not bring you back , i know because i tried , neither would a million tears , i know because i cried .
My hearts were taken by you , broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you .
I hate this feeling , it's one i know to well , it's a thing called heartbreak and it's hurts like hell !
When i see you smile and know that is not for me , that's when i miss u the most !
When you're in love and you get hurt , it's like a cut , it's will heal with time but the scars will never fade . 
Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you.. 
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never meet . 
How can i forget you when your always on my mind ? how can i not want you when your all i want inside ?
how can i let you go when i can't see us apart ? how can i not love u when u control my heart?
One day you'll love me , the way i loved you . one day you'll think of me the way i thought of you . one day you'll cry for me the way i cried for you . One day you'll want me but i won't want you . 
You taught me how to love , you taught me how to live , you taught me how to laugh , you taught me how to cry , but when you left , you forgot how to teach me how to forget you !
Loving you was easy , losing you was hard , loving you is still easy , but knowing you are no longer mine , is the hardest of it all . 
I see your face i imagine your smile A fading sound of you saying something i miss that Pondering what it would feel like to share another laugh with you i miss you and it scares me that i might not find another you ,
i realise i don't want another u , i want u !
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain , even if these arms should want to embrace you again , and even if i'm all cried out and no longer in pain...... i'll never fall in love that way again !
Every morning i wish it were night again , for it is only at night and in the depth of my dream i can feel you , and you still belong to me !
I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that i hate you . That sooner or later i would come to believe it . but i now realise that by lying , it makes me want you even more !
You always said you would be there that you would never leave me . well now i need u more than anything and all you can do is push me away !
It hard to end love with someone , but it's harder to love someone when is not the same love you start with !
You say you love me more than anything in the world but if you feel that way then why would you hurt me ?
why would you go back to him ? if you felt the way u say u do then you wouldn't have done what u did !


HEYYY!!!!!! NOOR IMANI MUTIARA  BINTI RUSLI
You know that i miss u so much ..
i love u till the end of my life...
every second , i love u n miss u 
everyday i will call u to release my love to u..
n i promise i will say to you that i love u n miss u everyday..
i hope u will wait for me until i came back to malaysia another 4 years..
i will never forgot the time that i been together with u..
that time will be the best memories of us.
since i alive i never seen a girl that so perfect like u...


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Demi Allah Tak De Niat Langsung

assalamualaikum.. kalau x jawab dosa... dh makan?? sehat ??? hari nie nak cite psl something yg aku x de niat langsung nk buad die macam tu..hurm..mmg aku bangang x nk protect awek sendiri..

pada hari selasa haritu..adik aku tibe tibe nak jumpe aku... aku pelik gile..n tibe tibe die kte die ade mission tuk aku..aku pun ckp la okey.. patu die cakap yg die nak aku ckp kt imani  yg aku nak jumpe...
n pastu die n the geng die kte yg diorang nk blasah imani..aku ckp la ape kau gila...
pastu die ugut aku yg kalau aku x buad bende tu , dia x kn ngaku yg die adalah adik aku....pikiran die mmg dh gile..dh poning agak eh..wallahualam la..
aku dh x tau antara nk pilih adik aku atau awek aku....dlm keadaan terpakse aku memilih adik aku.
pastu adik aku dail no Imani n die suh aku yg ckp..pastu aku ckp la kt die yg aku nk jumpe kt satu tempat nie...n die ckp okey...
pastu time die datang aku nampak die terkejut gile...maybe die x sangke yg aku akn buad mcm nie..
pastu die sampai je depan aku , zarif n the geng terus kepong die.. n dua org pegang tgn Imani... 4 orang sepak die kt perut die..3 orang tumbuk kt muka die... teruk gile sampai darah darah..
aku x de niat nk buad die mcm tu...mse die kena belasah menitis air mata aku.. pastu aku ckp kt diorang dhlah tu....sebab aku x sanggup nk tengok die kena cmtu lagi dh...time tu mmg dh teruk dh aku tengok...sian die aku tengok..pastu balik tu aku papah die sampai balik rumah die...
pastu aku tolonglah buhkn ubat tuk die...
aku nie memang bodoh x nk protect awek sendiri....time tu aku x tau nk pilih yg mne..
aku memang sayang die gile... aku x de niat nk buad kau mcm tu..
aku mintak maaf kt kau Imani....ikutkn aku memang aku x sanggup kau kena cmtu..tp aku terpakse.
i'm really sorry.. :(

KENANGAN AKU BERSAMA KAU

assalamualaikum... dh mkn?? dah mandi?? sehat??kalaux sehat cepat cepat makan ubat nnt x sempat nk bace post nie..hehe.. hari nie nak cite balik pasal kenangan aku ngan die..sebab bile aku dh kt Australia nie teringat plak kt kenangan aku ngan die bile berjauhan..biaselah tu..rase berat hati je nk tinggalkn die..

hurm...12 May hari kitorang kapel...tau aku lamar die kt pizzahut tu..siap bg cincin lagi mcm nk khawin kn..aku melutut pastu aku ckp "will u be my girl.."n die kte die nak..pastu aku sarungkn lla cincin tu kt tgn die..pastu aku belanja die makan pizzahut..main suap suap plak..aha..semasing comot..klaka gile..
n then 15 May..aku ajak die dating ngn aku kt sungai..ha sje nk ambil angin segar kt sungai tu..pastu aku ajak die mandi sungai tapi die x nk..pastu aku main simbah simbah air kt die...habis basah baju die..pastu die balas balik...dh dua dua baju basah kuyup..pastu aku kejar die...dalam senyap senyap aku peluk die dari belakang..haha...pastu die tolak aku kt air..habis basah kuyup...pastu die dh x nk main kejar kejar d..die kate die dh penat..pastu kitorang duduk kt satu batu besar...pastu die kte die sejuk....aku bukak sweater yg pakai pastu bg die pakai sweater aku..time tu hujan..terpakse la berteduh kejap..pastu aku ade bawak gitar aku time tu.. n kitorang nyanyi la sme sme..
nk tau x lagu ape...lagu "aishiteru by zhifilia ngn lagu aku masih sayang by ST12"
tu je la nk citer hari nie..banyak sgd kenangan ngn die..haha... rindu kau gile IMANI..